| Lets see, what to say...
I haven't updated this thing in FOREVER life is ever so hectic!
My god it's hectic..and i need to work on my AP stuff gah!!!
So much has happened and is happening, most of my friends are off going to college oh how i'll miss them.
Michael and I are together but not together-very odd. But were happy...with blips of emo-ness.
My schedule next year will leave me time for nothing
-futures high school
-mira costa
-carlsbad high school
-photographer for Lancer Express
-AP art History
-English 3 Honors
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Social life
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Renn fairs
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bf's
= Uh oh spaghetti-o's!!! |
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| Tell me one more time as I hold your hand, that you don't love me
Tell me one more time as teardrops start to fall
Shout it to me and I'll shout it to the skies above me
That there was nothing after all
Joe jackson's immortal lyrics
that have absolutely nothing to do with my life right now ..but they to me are priceless artifacts that can be counted as words.
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| Im happy, and content
my life is
some friends
mostly school
work
Boyfriend
i like it like that |
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| All settled,
Im over my father for now, i got what i wanted from his mother and now i don't ever need to speak with her again. I've blocked her email, and whenever i get a letter from her it will be tossed. Im glad that i meant so much to my father that he couldn't even say hi for my sixteenth. This years wish won't be wasted on him, at least i hope it isn't. Now it's just time to forget him and thats all that seems to matter right now. Im tired, work was last night and today is my birthday and im all excited !!!
Though its to bad Daddy couldn't be alive for this, im playing a little sinatra for him now and thinking of ducks. I loved my daddyzors, and hope he's happy in heaven and disco-ing. So many things to be happy about right now, my best friend in the whole world is coming up and spending the night. If anything thats all i needed if nobody but her showed up i would be upset but heck, who cares she's my best friend and i havent seen her in over six months. Im just glad my friends can come and heck all and all im just happy. |
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| My birthday is right around the corner and im all excited, i got two unexpected gifts one of which will be saved and one of which will be disregarded since i have gotten what i needed from her and thus never having to open another email or letter. Their isn't a reason so im glad i can put everything behind me and pretend like this is where im at..it's a good decision and im happy about it. |
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